On me being there for him. For me being who he needs. For me not being upset with him.
At almost any point in an argument if he told me he need to hear an I love you from me I could do it for him. He can't from me. I have tried. I have asked and been denied. He denies hugs when he is upset for gods sakes.
He sleeps downstairs not for peace but to show his lack of love for me. He can't sleep with women he doesn't love - his words ;(Cherie). And when we are fighting or more importantly when he is angry like now, probably for grow up comment, he can't sleep with me. cuz right now he doesn't love me.
It's not all about him. Wow. I never felt quite so derailed. Out of nowhere with this one.
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